I feel like crying..

I feel like crying.. I just feel like crying.
I feel like crying cos I feel like I am carrying the world on my shoulders
Cos I feel like I am the only person who have not taken myself for granted.
and I feel that I have put on a shield for far too long and to tell myself that everything is going to be fine.
So today, the shield is off and I am feeling like the world is falling apart.
and that I dont know what to do because I've done almost all I can do.
And it is still falling apart..